Friday, February 22, 2008

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Saw Megalomaniac's video on MTV the other day. It's graphic perfection. Shet.

Saw Drive's video on MTV as well. Probably the nth time I've seen it, pero I still watch it. It's insanely nice.

Wooo Incubus. Oh no, I'm becoming a fan! HAHA. Should start uploading that Incubus CD that we have.

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HOLY SHITE. Another good example of graphic perfection. Not exactly your biggest Lennon fan (I'm more McCartney, 'cause he's cuter during their early days. HAHAHAH. And Starr. Starr is da bomb! I loved the drums at the beginning of GET BACK!) but wow. Wow. One of the reasons why I want to become a graphic designer. Masterpieces like this. Shiiitee.

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I just met the coolest girl in the whole universe today (next to Maja Ivarsson, of course.)

WHY SHE'S COOL:

1)She owns an SLR.

A freaking SLR. SLRs that a) cost a lot of money b) demand much money for maintenance and additional stuff c) I COVET SO BADLY!

And it helps that she takes INSANELY GOOD PICTURES with it too. Grabe.

2) Similarities.

We have the same taste in music. Same interests. More or less same taste in clothes. Whuddahell.

3) The eye candy doesn't hurt either.
(Kahit sabi ni Camille hindi siya gwapo.)

4) She's not maarte.

If I were a guy, and she were my age, and she were available, I would like her.

A girl who's smart, pretty and with SUBSTANCE. SUBSTANCE that is very much lacking these days!

Cheers to girls with substance!

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Listening to:

Why Can't I? - Liz Phair

Wonderful - Everclear

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Why can't i breathe whenever I think about you?

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I was very close to having one of those days awhile ago. You know, those days when you just feel like shite from the very moment you woke up from bed.

I certainly felt like shite the moment I got up from bed. My head pounded like tiny little devils were trying to get out of it. Of course, this was not because of a hang over, but simply because I slept at 2 am, doing our Biology project (who knew that would take insane amounts of time?).

Wow, I'll never ever sleep at that time again. Not when I have to wake up 3 hours later.

And then I come to school, routinely (although I'm starting to abhor routines) and we also had our morning assembly at the field. Oh wait, WHAT FIELD? I thought fields were supposed to be green. Ours on the other hand is...well, brown.

Since the students weren't used to the new arrangement, we were having a hard time adjusting and then suddenly our section got wedged between sections 26 and 28, and I was seriously having a hard time breathing...and I became dizzy. I hate crowds. I really do.

As if that was enough to put me off, my PMS just jumpstarted today (oh heck, it's INSANELY late, it's not even post-m... anymore.) so I started getting annoyed at the petty things in life.

But y'know what?? I got over it. I put it behind me and just said..."Nothing's going to ruin my day."

And nothing did.

Well something almost did, but that is besides the point.

Aren't you proud of me? I'm not the super-sungit moodswinger anymore! :) Although I still am mataray, that's a given.

***

Ohhh dear I am stuck between Eng/Archi and Business/Entrep. Oh dear. It sounds insanely odd, but I think I'm going to take up Industrial Management Engineering when I go to college. I mean it is a stable course, and it still has the management part. Besides, it's rare that my mom "suggests" when it comes to making my decisions on this area, so I really want to listen to her. She followed her dad when she was in my place and look where it got her. She's a successful woman now.

And she's insanely hardworking.

I...on the other hand...well, on selected moments (hey, I stayed up to 2 am for that Bio project. that's hardworking. or maybe it just took me a lot of time because I was procrastinatin.)

But I'm scared to death about the Math in Eng/Archi. I think I could do it...it just scares the heck outta me. HAHA. IF they have CAD there though, that'll be insanely cool. :)

It's ironic how I'll practically be an engineer when it's one thing I NEVER EVER wanted to be.

Oh and besides, I have to think about my classmates next year. If I do Business, I'd probably get my classmates who chose Business and a few other people. If I do PhySci, well I'll be getting the insanely insane math geniuses and then some [hubby carl and his honey! :)) and then daddy. =P ] so that's gotta be a lot of fun.

One friend who took up PhySci just adviced me to enjoy if ever that I do choose that track.

Heck, I'm good at enjoying even the insanely boring stuff. :))

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While at the shower kanina, I was thinking about how photography makes me happy. Sure, it kinda wreaks when you don't get lots of pictures with people, but come to think of it...yeah. I'm usually the behind-the-scenes person eh.

Oh I want an SLR so bad.

But I want a MacBook first, still. I want the white one. It reminds me of my VTech days. Haha.

***

Okay. That's it. Marco's with someone.

Which leaves me with...Dodong.

Dodong :)) I don't even like him anymore. It's like,napipilitan lang ako, hindi ko naman alam kung bakit.

Oh wait. Meron pang isa!

There's Argo. :)

Ooooh, somethings of someones.

***

Malapit na ang Valentine's Day! Makakaya ko naman kaya? For sure the day will be showered with sweetness all over. And according to my calculations (oh what the hell), Thursday is my bad luck day. Unless tomorrow becomes a bad luck day, so maybe my good luck will be moved to Thursday.

WHAT?

Wala lang, it's just so sad thinking everyone's getting something and I'm not getting any.

But I'm not bitter or anything, it's not in my nature to be bitter. Wala lang talaga, it just made me think.

Ah shite, my past two valentine days have been sucky. Sana naman this year will be different, 'no?

Ohwell.

Advanced...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, everyone!

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Listening to:
Carousel - Buckcherry

I love this song. It's got this chill factor by it. Well, atleast until the chorus, when Josh Todd's voice becomes all hirap and everything. But besides that, I love it. :) Like hell, I'm starting to appreciate songs despite their bad lyrics (Buckcherry wasn't known for their poetic lyrics after all.)

By the way, saw Josh Todd @ Jay Leno the other night. Maan, he looked OLD and tired. Not looking so hot anymore, huh. I still like his voice though (especially on the start of Carousel), albeit he really did sound strained and like he was having a difficult time.

Today's LSS:
Blister in the Sun - Violent Femmes
Sorry - Buckcherry
Drive - Incubus
Teddy Picker - Arctic Monkeys (are they ever going here???)

***

Our CVE teacher asking something whose answer is Godforsaken. I mean wheretheheck will I find the political state of Nazareth during Jesus' time?

I mean if Wikipedia doesn't have it, I doubt anything else does.

And I don't get this campaign against WikiPedia. I mean, it's not official alllriiight,and there's 99.9% chance that atleast 30% in your class is going to cite it as a source, but you have to give it to them, they do have EVERYTHING. (Even articles about my future familia, but that is besides the point.) And it's not like we have the time to spend on libraries or anything, and hell, it's not my fault the whole vibe of the library is just sleepy and tired and totally not inviting. Besides, it's nakakatamad. Also, some websites find it insanely difficult to navigate into them.

It would be nice to go back to the time when all people used libraries, though. Good chance to see your crush right there. Like in those kilig scenes in cheesy movies. You're looking for the same book and *poof*, your crush is right there, on the opposite side, holding the same thing.

Right.

***

OHHHHH Maroon 5, I've been dying to reach you, but my extension cord doesn't reach that far!!!

Am I willing to shell 5000 bucks for a ticket?

That's like 2 Zara jackets on the way, bebe.

No, actually, the question is, is my MUM willing to shell 5000 bucks for a ticket?

The answer is, NO. (I know, despite my speech on how much I've been a Maroon 5 fan since they first came out evaaaah. Okay, I haven't recited that speech to her yet, but I probably will. No actually, the point is moot. She's gonna say no anyways, and then SHE'S going to start on her speech about Keep.It.Simple.Sister KISS speech and how much money we're spending and how we can't make our future house perfect if we keep on spending.)

Hmmm. I think moms go to an annual nagger's convention. Does your mom nag??? I can totally imagine it, with talks like: how to annoy your kid, breathing techniques so you can talk endlessly, how to con your kids into doing errands for you. And then they'd give out freebies, like How I Nattered My Mouth Away : a true story; the official nagger's mike, nagging 101 and stuff like that.

I should stop, I'm getting corny.

Anyways. Thinking if I should go to NeYo's or Incubus' concert instead...

...And ditch Adam Levine? No no no, ay don't think so. But I have to ATLEAST go to one of those 3 concerts. NeYo or Incubus?

I mean NeYo's songs are chill, but they're like...kind of...ehr...not so nice lyrics-wise, but I like NeYo 'cause he's suave, and really good-looking for an African-American dude. Diba?

Incubus naman, I like them too, pero I don't know much of their songs. I mean their songs don't really make me click, if you know what I'm saying. I love love DRIVE, though. I was singing it kanina. Woo.

But Maroon 5, ohhh Maroon 5!!! Grabe. My super all-time favorite song from them is Sunday Morning . It's got a chill, jazzy factor and I love that. And Adam Levine is really sexy and groovy. He's a groovy bloke. Bloke. Teehee. :)

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Oh no, P.E. day today. We have track and field. I don't know why I quite dislike PE day so much. I mean it's not like I'm a slow runner or anything, I run pretty fast. I just find it a hustle and a bustle. I have to bring so much stuff, and then I hate feeling sticky and sweaty. Hate it.

And then we get dismissed pretty late. And that...grrr.

Ahwell. I'd bet Thursday's not gonna be a nice day, as usual.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Watching? was watching something kanina but paused it for a while.

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I would very much want this to be a substantial post, but because...

a) I'm not talented in the substantial post area
b) I hate when I tend to become dramatic
c) I've got nothing substantial to say anyways...

this won't be a substantial post. :)
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I need to make money. I don't know how, but I know I want to. I'm determined to do so.
It's not like we're getting poorer and poorer or anything, it's just that we need to save up if we want our house to be as nice and as perfect as we want it to be (we're planning to renovate during the summer). So no mucho unnecessarcy spendy-o, just the needs...and the occassional wants.

Right now, I have so much things jotted on my want list, I need to be making money fast if I want to buy those things before the fly off the racks.

So how will I make more money-o, besides saving and doing the spreadsheets for my mum?

***

I'm jealous of the people who know what they want, and know how to get it. The people who have direction, or at least an idea of where they want to be in the future.

I,the one who usually knows what she wants and gets it somehow...don't actually know what I want. There are so many options, so many things to consider...

And then they tell me to do what makes me happy. So if I really decide to pursue what makes me happy right now, will it make me happy in the future, even if the salary is meager? But if I pursue something that I'm not really good at, but I'm willing to work for...will it make me happy, even if it gives me all the money that I want?

Haaay nako. I'm only in second year and I have to think about these things.

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*edit @ 4:47 pm

nakoooo naman! the MAROON 5 tickets are freaking sold out! well the ones I could afford.. The next ones are good seats, pero by God,they're more expensive than 2 Zara jackets. Holy momma. I hope my mum gets tickets,though. :) And then there's NeYo pa. And then Incubus... AAAGh bat sunod-sunod silaaaaa?!?!?!?!

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Saturday, January 19, 2008

chiara's batch

chiara and her friend, agatha

Went to school to check out my younger sister's field demo.

Haay grabe, to be gradeschool once again.

Field demonstrations are an annual activity by the Preschoolers and Gradeschoolers of Levels 3-12 (meaning grades 1-5) where all students dance complete with costumes and songs and whatnots in the name of the Sto. Nino.

I didn't know what the hell the theme is for my sister's dance, but it was nice.

I LOVED LOVED LOVED the prep students' performance, grabe. The little mexicanos and mexicanas. It's insane.

prep kids clad in their ponchos and mexican outfits.

work it, bebe.

Hmmm, I'm thinking if I'd actually go to school tomorrow just to see the younger kiddos perform. They're much nicer to watch, 'cause they give it their everything, and they move...walang kaartehan, walang pacute, walang pacool. Lahat cute, lahat cool. And it'd be interesting to see what themes they'd come up with.

Not to mention they're insanely, insatiably ADORABLE especially when they smile with their costumes on. Most especially when they sport the all-i-want-for-christmas-is-my-two-front-teeth smile. Grabe talaga. I couldn't stop gushing kanina. The little chicanos and chicanas. Ahhhh, it kills. Ang cute cute cute cute cute cute talagaaaaaah.

Babies and cute kids are my super, ultimate weakness. Grabe. They always make me smile.

The only thing is...well it requires me to wake up early on a Sunday morning to actually see all the kids' performances. Nakakatamad. I don't usually wake up early on Sunday Mornings.

Ohwell. Sabi ni Batman, siya na bahala.

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Some people make it so hard to be nice to them, no? The world is full of misunderstandings and misinterpretations, it would be better to lay all your cards in the table.

But it's not like there's any game. And if there is, who's playing? What are the rules? Who the hell is my opponent? Another person?...or merely...myself?

I'm just being nice nga eh, what, I ask, is wrong with that?

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Saturday, May 19, 2007

i feel like my blog is getting lamer by the minute. eversince i transferred from my old blog.
it's STUPID, because the only major thing i changed was my url. the layout shouldn't affect anything.

but then, i think i'm a psychologically challenged person, so that might mean that the outlook of my blog affects my blogging.

ok, that was a stupid theory.

i feel like i have to go by these stupid rules to make a good posts. ayan nanaman ako. my perfectionism is getting in the way of me, living my life.

but this is HOW i live my life!!!

i WORK great under pressure. i THRIVE under pressure. i EAT pressure for breakfast.

but this kind of pressure. i don't think it's working.

my mind is OVERWHELMED with my thoughts. grabe. i feel like my heart (ironically) is going to burst.

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

everything's overwhelming. affections, ideas, wants, needs, pressures.by GOD! can't i live a thought-free life?

i really just should get a new layout for myself. but it would be unfair if i placed myself first when other people asked first.

i'm running out of inspiration! putakte.

kakabili ko nga ng bagong cd ng photoshop cs2 chaka illustrator cs. wala naman kwenta. i don't know how to use illustrator (i have to find time pa... it takes MONTHS! hahaha.)...and i'm still more comfortable using adobe elements compared to cs2.

it takes time nga raw.

i can't wait to make my own vector images!!! HEEHEEHEE evil laugh.

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on a more serious note...

things i should.

• be able to let go.
• be able to express.
• be able to free myself.
• be able to make great layouts.
• be able to be stress-free.
• be able to take copycat-ism as the highest form of flattery.
• be able to finally take those drum lessons.
• be able to shop for school things.
• be able to decide on what to do with this...ARGH!

***

i am so all over the place.

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